10/18 - Just 2 more days till Monday. I can't help but be scared this time around. I know others don't understand the emotional toll of 11 yrs of ttc has taken on me. This FET could be our last shot right now to be parents. I am scared it won't work and scared it will and that I won't mc. It is hard to explain the whirlwind of emotions going on inside right now. I am tired hormonal and exhausted since starting the PIO shots. Not to mention the darn pain in my hips from having to endure them too. I ended up sleeping a lot of the day today just had no energy at all. Checked with my RI on the blood panels they did this past Monday and it all came back normal. I still need to do my PAI-1 and Thyroid for them next week. I have felt a lot better with no leg cramps since I did the Intralipids something about it seems to make me feel better.
10/20 - Been a busy weekend of working on ornaments for the Hoping Believing Waiting store. Been trying to get all the glitter mess done with so I can clean things up before tomorrow but don't think that will happen as I am still not done with all of the ornaments. Not sure if I am really looking forward to transfer day. The whole process of going thru transfer is not pleasant and the 10 day wait will be hard to endure. Got to do my best to remain hopeful.
How I wish that God would answer my prayer. -Job 6:8
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